A/N: Brief break from extremely long hiatus to bring you this Cassian Andor fic that I lost the original version of (cri). Thank you for being patient followers and I’ll try my best to bring you guys the fics you’ve requested J This is just a fluff fic if I'm honest… zero plot. But I’ll write one if you want it… Another update post writing this. I like where this is going. I haven't proofread this properly... so if you notice anything feel free to give feedback.
POSSIBLE SPOILERS FOR ROGUE ONE
You paced around the room, waiting for Cassian to say something.
“I think we’ll succeed.”
Stopping at the sound of his cocky voice, you turned around to face him, hands on your hips.
“Succeeding won’t be the problem. How do you suppose we’ll find Saw Gerrera? You think we can just waltz right through Jedha and find him? On top of that, we need to locate Jyn”
Cassian thought about it for a moment, slowly standing up from the bed and making his way towards you.
“No. We’ll figure it out when we get there.”
Your raised your eyebrow, lips quivering into a smile as he put his hands on your hips. He pulled you in closer, forcing you to put your hands up against his chest. You fiddled with his chest pockets, eventually tracing a line down his toned chest, looking up with a coy smile.
“And you’re confident you’ll be able to convince Jyn to do it?”
He looked down at you, bring one of his hands to tilt your chin up.
“Yes, and then we’ll complete the mission. After we can come back and finally have some time to our selves.”
His voice was barely a whisper, and by the time he finished his sentence, his lips pressed softly on to yours. Your hands moved up to the base of his neck, pulling and fingering his dark locks. His hands wrapped around your waist, pulling you up against him. His fingers dug into your waist as your fingers tugged his hair. His lips were rough against yours, dry from the lack of water. He moved his hands up to your face, urgently pressing his lips against yours.
The only sounds that could be heard was the heavy breathing from your’s and Cassian’s kiss. One of his hands started to move back down to your hips, snaking around your back and pressing you against him. You pressed yourself into him more, only to feel him break the kiss.
He placed his forehead against yours, both his hands now grasping the sides of your face. You could feel his hot breath against your face, your noses touching and your lips barely grazing each others.
“I love you.”
“I’ll come back. You know that right? I would never leave you here. Alone.”
You nodded, unable to say the words at the tip of your tongue.
Just then, a knock sounded at your door and it whooshed open. (A/N: heh whooshhh)
“Cassian. We need to leave. Oh (y/n)… you still have clothes on. What a surprise. I’ll go prepare the ship now.”
“I’ll be right there K2.”
“Sure you will.”
You couldn’t help the small giggle that rushed out of your mouth as you gawked at the observation the droid just made about you.
“Couldn’t you have reprogrammed him to be less of a… well you know.”
Your face flushed a bit red as you thought about the time K2 had walked in on you and Cassian.
“It’s not like I’m not embarrassed about it either.”
He pulled you back into a hug.
“I’ll be back (y/n).”
“I know. Be safe. I love you.”
You held onto him for a bit longer, breathing in his scent, memorizing the way his soft hair felt against your fingers. You let go, slowly releasing yourself from the hug, only to feel his lips against yours in a bittersweet chaste kiss. He pulled away and walked towards the door, leaving you alone in the room.
------- timeskip by a few days----------
“(y/n)? Senator Mon Mothma would like to see you.”
You stuck your head up from your work table, putting aside the droid you were currently fixing.
“Alright, I'll be right there!”
You put your head back down and continued to work on the droid you were still fixing.
You groaned, stood up, dusted your clothes off from the dusty that accumulated from the droid fixing, and started following the messenger.
The door to the command center opened and you walked in. Stationed at the table was Mon Mothma, Commander _______, and a girl.
“Ah (y/n), how timely.”
“Senator Mothma, Commander.”
“I’d like to introduce you to Jyn. Jyn this is Captain (l/n). Captain (l/n), I suppose you are fully aware of the situation that is taking place.”
The senator looked at you with eyebrows raised.
You nodded and chose to lean against one of the panels, only to find Cassian leaning against one. You jumped back a few centimeters in surprise.
“Cass! Why didn’t you tell me you were back?!”
“I didn’t have time to drop by.”
You huffed in annoyance and leaned back on the small wall space that was left from him leaning his arm up against it.
“This better be good.”
He looked down at you, chuckling.
“Oh trust me (y/n), it will be.”
------back in the room--------
You opened your chest, pulling out Cassian’s sniper, your blaster rifle and few more knives and guns. A swoosh sound came from the door and you heard footsteps. More specifically, his footsteps.
“Still think Jyn will find Saw?”
You were answered with silence, as you heard him stop in front of you.
“Sit with me,” he said huskily.
You sat yourself on top of his lap, looping your arms around his neck, and looking him in the face.
“You are so beautiful and brave and trusting. What did I do to deserve you?” he whispered as he brought a hand up to stroke your face.
His eyes bore into yours.
“The real question is, what did I do to deserve you?”
He chuckled and broke away to start packing his things. Sitting on the bed, you watched him pack clothes appropriate for Jedha and extra weapons.
“Cassian, promise me one thing.”
He stopped to look down at you.
“If you have to, walk away. Please. Draven’s orders aren’t absolute. You don’t have to do this.”
He shook his head, continuing to be stubborn.
“I have to. This is for the sake of the rebellion (y/n). Surely you’d understand that.”
You felt tears stream down your cheeks. Each one rolling off your chin and hitting your hand, which were clasped tightly below you.
“I know that more than anyone Cassian.”
Cassian suddenly felt sorry for his harshness.
“(y/n)…I’m sorry. I know. Please forgive me.”
“Clearly you hold Draven in such high regard. Maybe he should be the one to kiss you goodbye before you leave. Come find me when you come back. Good luck on your mission Captain Andor.”
You looked at him with cold eyes, rushing to finish your sentence as you stood up to walk out the door. He watched you leave, longing to grab your hand and hug you one last time, but he knew it was pointless. Maybe he would just have to console you after he returned.
He finished packing as fast as he could, knowing K2SO would walk in if he didn’t go to the hangar soon. Once he readied his sniper, he walked out he door, looking back at where you were sitting before he ruined things.
“I love you (y/n). I’ll see you when I come back.”
And with that, he walked towards the hangar.
Part 2 link will be here